Can't sleep... My stomach is keeping me up and I can't find my painkillers which could potentially work.
Listening to BigBang now, it's a Korean group and they're very good! I especially like their song Stay, so just thought I'd post the song from youtube on here.
So, now that has been done. Time to continue doing nothing while waiting for sleep to take over. Might climb up in bed and watch videos on youtube or just read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows in Swedish for the umpteenth time. I'm really tired now, and have been really tired all day. Nearly fell asleep for a while before cooking dinner. All these nights of poor sleep is taking its toll on me...
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Tired of my B12 deficiancy!
It's bothering me again! This time by giving me stomach issues which I haven't noticed and yeah, it went far enough to cause problems which I do notice, if left untreated for much longer it could probably have caused ulcers too.
I'm now taking acid neutralizer along with some powder which I mix into juice or so. But I simply can't take that powder stuff! Doesn't matter what I mix it in, it makes me nearly throwing up drinking it! So I'd better call my doctor tomorrow again and say it's not working- which it isn't along with making me feeling sick when taking it.
I can't take any form of medicine to drink! Not even cough syrup! I can only take pills or injections, that's it. I told the doctor this in my appointment on Thursday but he said "Mix the powder with apple juice and you won't notice it's there". I have mixed it with very strong apple juice, and all I feel is the powder taste and it makes me sick. Today I haven't taken the powder. I don't want to feel sick again! I've had enough of it. I haven't had any effect of the powder anyways, and my stomach is still painful.
I'm on sickleave until the 13th, but something tells me my stomach won't be better by then. But going to call my doctor on Monday anyways, see what he says and if there's anything else to take for my stomach which goes down WITH water and not IN water! I also need to ask if I should maybe start taking my B12 shots more often again since I still feel quite tired and now having this stomach issue. I don't mind taking B12 injections at all, but I do mind not feeling well! But I need to discuss it with my doctor before starting to take my B12 more than once per month again because if I'm going to take it more often I need my doctor to prescribe more B12 vials.
OK, enough rambling now... Time to eat something and start thinking about going over to my husband even though he won't be home when I come today, he's going to sing karaoke with some friends, but as I said to him last night, if he's not home when I come he'll be home later so we still get more time together this weekend if I go over today than if I go over tomorrow :)
I'm now taking acid neutralizer along with some powder which I mix into juice or so. But I simply can't take that powder stuff! Doesn't matter what I mix it in, it makes me nearly throwing up drinking it! So I'd better call my doctor tomorrow again and say it's not working- which it isn't along with making me feeling sick when taking it.
I can't take any form of medicine to drink! Not even cough syrup! I can only take pills or injections, that's it. I told the doctor this in my appointment on Thursday but he said "Mix the powder with apple juice and you won't notice it's there". I have mixed it with very strong apple juice, and all I feel is the powder taste and it makes me sick. Today I haven't taken the powder. I don't want to feel sick again! I've had enough of it. I haven't had any effect of the powder anyways, and my stomach is still painful.
I'm on sickleave until the 13th, but something tells me my stomach won't be better by then. But going to call my doctor on Monday anyways, see what he says and if there's anything else to take for my stomach which goes down WITH water and not IN water! I also need to ask if I should maybe start taking my B12 shots more often again since I still feel quite tired and now having this stomach issue. I don't mind taking B12 injections at all, but I do mind not feeling well! But I need to discuss it with my doctor before starting to take my B12 more than once per month again because if I'm going to take it more often I need my doctor to prescribe more B12 vials.
OK, enough rambling now... Time to eat something and start thinking about going over to my husband even though he won't be home when I come today, he's going to sing karaoke with some friends, but as I said to him last night, if he's not home when I come he'll be home later so we still get more time together this weekend if I go over today than if I go over tomorrow :)
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
A new year.
So here we are, nearly a whole week into the new year. It's 2010, I'll be 25 years old in October, halfway to 50!
Not much has happened this far in 2010, I've mainly been at home due to stomach pain which I've been having for nearly two weeks now. Tomorrow I'm seeing my doctor about it, I can't stand not being able to sleep well at night more now! And I don't want to be home from work! I hope my doctor has some answers tomorrow.
New Year's Eve was pretty peaceful. My husband and I were just at home at my husband's place, I cooked a nice dinner and we cheered in the new year with soda which was in the same kind of bottle as the usual "bubbly" is. The fireworks outside around midnight was the biggest I've ever seen! My husband and I went up to the top floor of the building where he lives and from there we could see most of the city from there. It was fireworks everywhere, all the time, and it was almost as intensive an hour after midnight! I filmed some with video camera but am yet to put those clips into my computer. But when I have transfer them I will upload it to youtube and add it in my blog.
Not much has happened this far in 2010, I've mainly been at home due to stomach pain which I've been having for nearly two weeks now. Tomorrow I'm seeing my doctor about it, I can't stand not being able to sleep well at night more now! And I don't want to be home from work! I hope my doctor has some answers tomorrow.
New Year's Eve was pretty peaceful. My husband and I were just at home at my husband's place, I cooked a nice dinner and we cheered in the new year with soda which was in the same kind of bottle as the usual "bubbly" is. The fireworks outside around midnight was the biggest I've ever seen! My husband and I went up to the top floor of the building where he lives and from there we could see most of the city from there. It was fireworks everywhere, all the time, and it was almost as intensive an hour after midnight! I filmed some with video camera but am yet to put those clips into my computer. But when I have transfer them I will upload it to youtube and add it in my blog.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Like wow...
It's less than 24 hours left of 2009 now! Scary thought...
Going over to Denmark to be with my husband as early as possible when I wake up. Should go to sleep soon since it's half past midnight already. But first thing I'll do when waking up will be to go to a supermarket in town and buy something nice for dinner for the evening. The supermarket near where I live is basically just a convenience store so they definitely don't have something fit for New Year's eve.
I'm getting really tired of my stomach now. I've been having pain since Sunday evening and since then I've barely been able to eat anything because I don't have any appetite. Feels like my stomach is taking a holiday, but a painful one...
Now I should be going to sleep, though it's very tempting to play some more Sims3, World adventures before sleep. I'm tired enough to fall asleep sitting in my computer chair now, but at the same time I need to get used to staying awake late because I can't go to sleep this "early" tomorrow night, and if I go to bed now most likely my stomach would keep me awake anyways. So I can't really decide, Sims3 or sleep.
Anyways, enough for today, eh, for now. Might post again before 2010 :P
Going over to Denmark to be with my husband as early as possible when I wake up. Should go to sleep soon since it's half past midnight already. But first thing I'll do when waking up will be to go to a supermarket in town and buy something nice for dinner for the evening. The supermarket near where I live is basically just a convenience store so they definitely don't have something fit for New Year's eve.
I'm getting really tired of my stomach now. I've been having pain since Sunday evening and since then I've barely been able to eat anything because I don't have any appetite. Feels like my stomach is taking a holiday, but a painful one...
Now I should be going to sleep, though it's very tempting to play some more Sims3, World adventures before sleep. I'm tired enough to fall asleep sitting in my computer chair now, but at the same time I need to get used to staying awake late because I can't go to sleep this "early" tomorrow night, and if I go to bed now most likely my stomach would keep me awake anyways. So I can't really decide, Sims3 or sleep.
Anyways, enough for today, eh, for now. Might post again before 2010 :P
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Christmas abstinence...
What can I say. Christmas 2009 has been one of my best in my 24 years. We had a white Christmas for the first time since 2001 and I spent Christmas at my parents place, with my husband, parents and grandmother and my cat of course. It just couldn't have been any better.
The gingerbread cookies I made last week were perfection, they had the exact right taste, color and texture as gingerbread cookies should have and they soaked up the milk exactly like they should. So delicious!
The glazed ham this Christmas was really good too!
Yesterday I finished my gingerbread cookies mum sent with us when my husband and I went back home on Sunday. And as I stood there having my last home made cookies, it hit me: I won't feel that flavor again in about 51 weeks! Sure, I can buy factory made cookies in the supermarket, but it's just not the same! And sure, I can make gingerbread cookies any time of the year, but it just won't be the same! They should be baked and enjoyed with Christmas lights around you!
And I won't get to see the wonderful Christmas tree at home again until December 23rd 2010! I only got to enjoy it for 5 days this year.
I love the flavors of Christmas, and all the lights, and the cozy atmosphere when sitting with your family with all the lights around, listening to Christmas carols which hasn't been overplayed in the radio, watching Christmas movies- especially the ones from Disney.
I miss all of it now... Yesterday when I had that one last cookie, I felt depressed and even started crying. Everything just hit me.
Will next Christmas be just as good? Will everyone be gathered again? Only time will tell, but I sure hope 2010 will be like this Christmas has been.
That being said. I'm not really looking forward to the new year. I can't help feeling anxious about what 2010 will bring, and I can't help feeling old because I'll be 25 in October...
The gingerbread cookies I made last week were perfection, they had the exact right taste, color and texture as gingerbread cookies should have and they soaked up the milk exactly like they should. So delicious!
The glazed ham this Christmas was really good too!
Yesterday I finished my gingerbread cookies mum sent with us when my husband and I went back home on Sunday. And as I stood there having my last home made cookies, it hit me: I won't feel that flavor again in about 51 weeks! Sure, I can buy factory made cookies in the supermarket, but it's just not the same! And sure, I can make gingerbread cookies any time of the year, but it just won't be the same! They should be baked and enjoyed with Christmas lights around you!
And I won't get to see the wonderful Christmas tree at home again until December 23rd 2010! I only got to enjoy it for 5 days this year.
I love the flavors of Christmas, and all the lights, and the cozy atmosphere when sitting with your family with all the lights around, listening to Christmas carols which hasn't been overplayed in the radio, watching Christmas movies- especially the ones from Disney.
I miss all of it now... Yesterday when I had that one last cookie, I felt depressed and even started crying. Everything just hit me.
Will next Christmas be just as good? Will everyone be gathered again? Only time will tell, but I sure hope 2010 will be like this Christmas has been.
That being said. I'm not really looking forward to the new year. I can't help feeling anxious about what 2010 will bring, and I can't help feeling old because I'll be 25 in October...
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Holidays are over...
Today my vacation ends. Hubby and I are going back home from my parents place, and tomorrow I start working again, even though it's only 3 days of work before New Year's eve. I'm not overly looking forward to going home today I must admit. The week I've had at my parents place has been too short! I want to spend more time with my parents and my cat! I have only met one of my childhood friends, and haven't had time to meet my other friends. The days has just been too busy! My friends are not overly happy about me not seeing them when I'm at my parents place, but what to do? There's just not time... My parents even live neighbor with one of my friends, and I haven't had time to meet that friend even for 2 minutes this week.
On the more positive side though: It's been a great week, surrounded by family and it's been plenty of snow and the first white Christmas since 2001. I have gotten a lot of rest and been relaxing most of the time, so hopefully the three days of work this coming week will be smooth.
My husband and I are going to take the bus from Gothenburg to Copenhagen today, a small trip that takes 4.5 hours! We could have taken the train too, but we'd just like to buy a ticket, not the whole train or railroad! The train ticket prices are just insane, one ticket would have cost about the same or more, as the bus ticket cost for two!
Oh well, I'd better start preparing for the trip...
On the more positive side though: It's been a great week, surrounded by family and it's been plenty of snow and the first white Christmas since 2001. I have gotten a lot of rest and been relaxing most of the time, so hopefully the three days of work this coming week will be smooth.
My husband and I are going to take the bus from Gothenburg to Copenhagen today, a small trip that takes 4.5 hours! We could have taken the train too, but we'd just like to buy a ticket, not the whole train or railroad! The train ticket prices are just insane, one ticket would have cost about the same or more, as the bus ticket cost for two!
Oh well, I'd better start preparing for the trip...
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